Words For Thought

2006-02-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hiding in the corners of the moonlight
As I watched you from afar
Hoping that things would be good
So that I could see you smiling again

2004-11-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

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So I let go watching the birds
Soaring through the sky
Wish I could be there
Flying freely like no one cares

I can't think of anyone else
I can't think of anything else
That can make me happy
The way you made me happy

Everytime I'm with you
I don't feel anything else
But the joy of being with you
Makes me not wanna part away from you

Girl I'm living my life
So that I can be with you
And I'm hoping that you'd
Let me be the one who's always for you

-spyke

2004-09-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

Pieces Apart

It feels like eternity
Since I last saw
Whole of your pretty face
I miss you so much

How I long so much
To get a glimpse of you
Your presence I long to have
My life feels empty without you

I know we're so far away
Sail an ocean in hopes of seeing you
I need you so much that
The ocean seems like nothing to me

- spyke

2004-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

no title

I just keep asking myself
Why do I keep doing this
I know that what I do now
Is so unfair to you

You've helped me a lot
You guided me through
Even if it meant sacrificing your needs
You were the light in my darkness

I really wish that
We don't need to part
You've been my strength and hope
And now I want to be yours

I'm really sorry and please forgive me
I know you think I don't care
But right now as I'm writing bout you
I'm still thinking bout you

But if we were to part
I hope you forgive me
For not giving your needs
I know you think I'm all but positivity

Please give me a chance
Let me prove you wrong

2004-08-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tale of a Fool

We can never be together I know
Were you pretending all this while?
Somehow I just feel betrayed
I can't take it anymore

I guess I've been fooled now
Just cuz I liked you
Was that the reason why
You put up an act to be my friend?

I thought that we were indeed
The best of friends but
Now I see that you've fooled me
Where am I to go now?

You keep telling me those stories
Bout you caring for me and all that
Guess I was that gullible
Cuz now I know the truth

I never wished and never thought
It'd be this way for us
Now it just seems to me
You never wanted to be a friend

But why?
Why did you make it seem
Like I was the only one?
Guess you were just pretending all this time

-spyke

heh dunno where this came frm. but found it in my file. wonder how old it is =p

2004-08-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

Loving You

I sit here pondering over
What you keep telling me
That we can never be together
But I just keep loving you

Call me stupid
Call me desperate
But I really just can't
Get you out of my head

You keep saying that
You're not good enough for me
But I guess it's just that
I'm not good enough for you

I love you so much
I really do
But I gotta contain my feelings
As I'll never get you ever

It's not that I can change your mind

- spyke

2004-08-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

This I Promise You

When the visions around you

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surrounds you

Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength

I'll give you hope

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call

Was standing here all along...

And I will take

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

I've loved you forever

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow

Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes

Each loving day

I know this feeling won't go away

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

Over and over I fall

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes

Each loving day

I know this feeling won't go away

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Every word I say is true

This I promise you...

-N'Sync

2004-08-10T13:28:00.000+08:00

Missing You

Everytime you're not here with me
I keep thinking about you
What are you doing and how are you
I wanna tell you that I miss you

I really don't know how to
Tell you how much I really miss you
Every moment you're there
You keep appearing on my mind

I really don't wanna lose you
No not ever in my life
'Cos I don't know what my life would be
Without you here with me

I miss you so dearly
I miss you so much
But I know you can't always be here
I miss you

- Spyke

2004-07-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

My Life

My life
Is full of greatness
But yet full of disappointment
I look back in time
And wonder how all these happened

Sometimes
I just wished that
I could rewrite
My pages of history
To make things so much better

The journey
That I've been on all the while
All that I've gained too
I don't want to lose my treasures
It's all too precious to give away

I can't help it
But to look down as I
Try to look away from other's enjoyments
I force myself to look up
Wipe away my eyes
That were just so full of the pain

- Spyke

2004-07-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

Wondering

I am always wondering
Wondering about my life
Wondering about my friends
And I'm wondering about you

I guess right now you're down
But pick yourself up and move on
I really don't want to see
That you're in such misery

Maybe you already know this
But girl I do care for you
So much so that
I don't care much of myself

Please know that
When you're down
So am I cause I feel bad
For not being able to help you

Please tell me what's wrong
I hope that you feel better soon
Cause I'm worried about you
And I really want you to cheer up

-dedicated to my best fren ;)

2004-05-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

Life's Candle

Life's candle brightens the world
While I alone am in darkness
Where are you who have been my light all this while?
Without direction I dive into the stormy sea.
I am battered by waves on to the shore
Without beginning or end.

Where are you, my heart's light?
Your departure is sudden;
I am devastated, my soul shattered.
A thousand years cannot cure the pain that will not heal.

Memories remain, sweetness lingers,
Rekindling the flame that died yesterday.

I still ask where you are -
My heart's light all this time.
Perhaps the hillside wates me
And murmurs melodiously.
Perhaps the mountain gazes at me
And whispers gently into the depths of my heart.
Isn't this living?
Isn't life and death the way of lovers?

Without light in the soul
Life is empty.
I ask the clouds where she is...
I ask the sky where she is...
No answer comes;
Instead endless loneliness -
There is only the sigh of scarred love.

I am contecnt with the sigh
Of an ordinary being;
It is the way of life for all.

2004-05-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

Pages Of Life

Whatever circumstances I am in,
I will turn the pages of life
With certainty and spiritual courage
Leaf by leaf
Meticulously
With full confidence
Because surely I believe
The future awaiting me in the final page is bright.

2004-05-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

Title-less

Girl I'm missing you
It'll be a tough journey for us
But please I hope you miss me
I promise you that we'll get through

Please promise me that you'll be there
When all this ordeal is done
And maybe then we can be together
And hopefully that time will come

2004-05-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

WHY?

Why do we have to go through this
Why do we end up like this
Why are we not like normal people
And why are we like this

I know it's gonna be tough
For us to leave each other all alone
But I guess we'll have to sacrifice
And be assured that I'll be missing you

You're gonna be out of my reach
But I hope it won't last for long
You'll always be in my mind
And you'll remain in my heart

2004-04-27T16:02:00.000+08:00

Sacrifice

I don't know why it has to be done
But I guess I need to do it
It would be for our own good
Cos our relationship is on the line

I don't know your feelings towards me
Whether you love me or
Whether you hate me
But I hope you'll tell me soon

I really have no idea
If you actually know that
I love you with all my heart
And i never wanna part with you

I hope that you understand
As to why I'm doing this
But it's just that I really want you
To be with me forever

2004-04-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

Puteri

Puteriku
Betapa indah wajahmu
Betapa merdu suaramu
Betapa ramah dirimu

Puteriku
Mengapakah kau tidak tahu
Bahawa aku sedang mencintaimu
Kau telahpun memikat hatiku

Puteriku
Relakah kau menerimaku
Untuk menjadi kekasihmu
Bagi selama-lamanya

2004-04-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

YOU
What were you thinking of
When I was thinking bout you
What were you doing
When I was talking to you

Hearing your voice that was ringing
Through my very ears
Ringing with its sweetness
And maybe you don't know how soft it was

So soft that tenderness was in it
It's a pity that you never knew
That I was always thinking bout you

2004-04-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

TITLE-less
I gues you never knew
That I was always thinking bout you
Whenver you're with me
I just feel like holding you close to me

Wishing that it'll remain like that
Wishing that we can be closer than we are
Wishing that we can be together
Till the end of time

Sure you know all this misery
That I've been through so much
With or without you
I hope you're the answer to my prayers

2004-02-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry doesn't solve everything
(dedicated to my late grandfather who passed away in 2002)

You were there trying to care for me
But I guess I didn't notice what you were doing
Or maybe I was just pretending about it
Maybe I was just too ignorant about you

Sometimes I felt you were too irritating
But now I realise that you were not
In fact what you were doing
Was to show that you cared about me

I regret about never caring about you
But now there's nothing I can do
When you left everyone
I could feel the sadness inside me

I just wish that I could say sorry
But right now there's no point
Because there's no you here
For me to say sorry to

Now that you're gone..........

- Spyke

2004-02-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

TITLE-LESS
From the moment I saw you
I knew that you were the one
But I did not know if
I was the one for you

It was hard for me to forget you
Even though you told me that
The two of us cannot go together
I wished I could change the way it was

I don't know if you know how I feel
You never knew my real feelings
That I had kept towards you
Wishing that we could be together

You never told me about
How you felt about me
Whether you liked me
Or whether you hated me

You've always kept me in mystery
A mystery that is so hard to solve
But I just have to remain contented
Taking my time to please you so

I really hope that one day
We can be together happy and relaxed
No more tension between two of us
And going down the road together

- Spyke